pro·cras·ti·nate [proh-kras-tuh-neyt], -nat·ed, -nat·ing.

–verb (used without object) 1.  to defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost. –verb (used with object) 2. to put off till another day or time; defer; delay.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/procrastinate

I am so late today that I don’t have the face to show myself at almost 10AM when I should be reporting at 9am! 

PROCRASTINATE..big word!  And I’m living like I love it! 

During college, I was a CSR at Pizza Hut for a while. There is a test where you have to finish sentences with any thought that will first come in your mind.

I always tend to……procrastinate!  During the interview I was asked why I wrote that? Too late for me to realize why did I?! When it is something negative that can be used against me and forget about being hired! It is in me… and maybe my life is all about procrastinating!  And it is only in my deathbed that I will realize and regret why I did not take chances..on a lot of things!

This blog is not updated! I have tons of bills to settle! I have a car that I delay fixing! I don’t visit my family so often! I am overweight! I can’t  watch the movies I like! I buy books that I don’t finish reading! I want a haircut! I need a dental filling! I want to travel! I want kids! I want a lot of things but I don’t say them and it is crazy inside! I can’t believe I’m still sane. This is so frustrating! And it is all my fault. I have a choice!  

Let me gather myself and I will be back with something better than being pathetic.

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